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Why?
Is it my fault?
Did I do something wrong?
Did I say something bad?
If I did, I didn't mean it.
Could I fix this mistake?
Please, I don't want you to go.
What can I do,
To right my wrong?
To bring you two,
Back together,
I'd do anything!

Am I destined,
For me to be,
The reason they fell apart?
It all happened so quickly.
Was I the cause?
  No one talked,
    No one yelled, [Not a single peep]
Was my world muted?
Because here I lie,
Holding the remains,
Of what I thought was,
The happy family I proclaimed.

What happened?
What did I do,
To make the two of you,
Become untrue?
Why does it seem,
My whole world,
Just came to a stop?
In a ball I curled,
Hoping this nightmare,
Will come to a halt,
I'll open my eyes,
And store it in a vault.
I'll seal it up,
Won't look at it again,
I want you back,
I'll pray and say amen,
Hoping someone up there,
Just might hear,
And grant my wish,
So I won't have to shed another
             t
                e
                   a
                        r.

Is this my fault?
They say it isn't,
But it doesn't heal the hurt,
That I've locked up in a prison,
   I call my heart,
     I call my soul,
All that's left,
Is a giant h  o  l  e,
That a doubt,
Can be fixed,
Because of all these feelings,
That you have mixed.

Do I still have a family,
That will love me,
    And hold me,
       And hear my plea?

Don't go.
Don't leave me,
With these pieces,
Bro  ken, In front of me.

Don't leave!
I only wanted love,
I wanted a family,
Of my hand,     tightly hold.

Don't go!
I need you so badly!
It seems of this house,
You leave gladly.

I'm sorry.
   I'm sorry.
      I'm sorry.
         I'm sorry.

I don't know what I did,
To deserve these bro  ken pieces.
I try to m-e-n-d them back,
But the problem only increase.



I'm sorry!

      Please
     
           Don't
  
                 Leave

                       Me

                                Alone.



I'm sorry!
     
      Please

            Don't

                  Let

                      Go

                         Of

                            My

                                 Hand.




I'm sorry.
When I was younger, I thought my parents separated because of me, that it was my fault.
But I know now that it isn't.
And it seems a lot of people think that way, that it's their fault when it isnt. It's their parent's fault, you just had to deal with the mess they created. You have to adjust to what they choose, even if it isn't what you want.
It isn't your fault if they split up. No matter what you tell yourself, It. Is. Not. Your. Fault. You can't make the choices, they do. So think positively, not negatively, it's helped me. Think about having two bed rooms instead of one if you have to move back and forth. If you're just staying with one of them, remember you get to stay with friends or even make new ones. Just remember, its not your fault. There's nothing you can do, no matter how much you try, but its not your fault.
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leayana Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2011
I'm sorry you had to go through so much. I really love the style of how you wrote it and you're absolutely right, children who had to go through divorce often have problems when it comes to themselves. It's so very wrong for children to have to carry that burden and I'm sorry that you had to. But I'm glad you've gotten it watered down and know that you're who you are and what other's do aren't always your fault!
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WishOnABlueMoon Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, and it's sad that some people refuse to accept it, that they feel they have to carry a burden that was inflicted on them, but not alwaysa caused by them.
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YoshiDude93 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011
I hear ya. :\
Been there done that -_-
On to better things! ;]
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WishOnABlueMoon Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, we all need to stop living in the past and start living for the future, stop worrying about what we can't change and start focusing on what we can. =)
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YoshiDude93 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011
Exactly!! :D What's happened has happened. There's not a thing in the world you can do to change that fact.

Living in the past doesn't get you anywhere. You try to change something that cannot be changed and you just end up spinning your wheels.

Instead, deal with your situation and spend your time figuring out a way to get to where you want to go in life. :]
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WishOnABlueMoon Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes. If you spend too much time in the past, you'll miss out on the present.
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YoshiDude93 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011
;]
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WishOnABlueMoon Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
^___^
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